I'm getting so sick of being there again... it's getting just as bad as last summer, which led me to quitting by October... and then (stupidly) going back again... I'm getting so sick of the way they are running the place... or should I say, running it into the ground...
... it's bad enough we're fighting the economy and rising costs of ingredients, but they keep doing things to ruin the customer side of the business... for example, in recent months, my boss' new trick has been to sell day old bagels as fresh ones... now, we used to put the day-olds on a dollar rack for people to come buy... but when flour started going up he began keeping the day-olds and putting them out in the morning... he thinks they're still ok, but to me they are horrible, and I think anyone who gets one can tell the difference... and my boss doesn't seem to understand this... he doesn't understand that when you dis one customer, it doesn't end there - they tell their friends and family, and then you lose a lot of potential there... but he thinks he's doing a good thing... personally, if it was me, and this store is known for supposedly having fresh bagels daily, I wouldn't EVER dare give someone a day-old piece of bread... you're just shooting yourself in the foot...
I'm writing this stuff here, because I want there to be some kind of record about how things are done and my relation and feelings toward it... my boss usually has a habit of trying to pass the blame on things done in the store, and I sometimes worry when things go bad that I'm going to be the one blamed for it all...
... they also have a terrible habit of underbaking things, different kinds of breads and pastries... sometimes in the afternoon they need to make some more product for the store... and they usually don't proof the doughs so that they rise correctly and are moist, they just let the stuff sit out and then bake it... and THEN even bake it too light... so I come in in the morning to all this half-done stuff that just looks terrible... and not only is it a sin to try and sell that to the customer, but personally I feel it affects me... people in town know me as the baker of the place, and I think when they buy something that looks and tastes like crap, they look my way... heck it could even affect me in my next job, if I went to a place and they knew my supposed "work" from the place I'm in now...
It's just heartbreaking for me to go there every day and watch all this being done, and seeing the business die off more every day... and I can't say a thing... I've tried in the past, and they always get mad and tell me they want to do things their way... so for years and years now I kept quiet and just did my job as best I could, and when work came under my hands, I tried to always do it the right way so the product would be the best I could make it... but some days I just get so mad, and I just want to walk out of the damn place... the last two days have been just tho kind of days...
I just feel when the place finally does go belly-up, my boss is going to sit back and blame the economy, when in truth it's been so much more going into the ruinization of this business... the previous owner, the one who hired me, made this bakery a million-dollar business, and I've had the sad priviledge of watching it slide down over the years to nothing... some days it just really kills me...